Depression

   For those concerned about my abrupt absence from blogging and the internet in general, I'm working my way out of a deep depressive episode.  I've been told this sometimes happens after multiple traumas both large and small.  After a major flare up of my chronic lung condition requiring a hospital stay, an unanticipated death in my immediate extended family occurred.  Atop this were problems with my home group caretakers and residence.  I thought I was strong enough to cope with any and everything life could throw at me.  But deep down my own mind betrayed me.
  I sought help for my lethargy and emotional retreat from my personal physician who performed blood tests and a complete physical that found nothing wrong with my body and health.  I was told I needed to consult a psychiatrist.  Now over the years I have had much interaction with that branch of medicine.  My impression of their competence has been on a par with TV weathermen.  Too many of them simply throw various drugs at the problem until something seems to stick.  Others just sit and listen to people who solve their problems themselves while paying exorbitant fees to someone who then lauds his successful treatment.
  I finally decided my best course of action was to work through it myself.  I've gotten myself back to work, have resumed watching the Unity Church Sunday broadcast, rattling the cages of right wing posters on the internet and lastly writing again.  Please bear with me, there is still a way to go.  As Robert Frost writes "the woods are snowy dark and deep and I have promises to keep; and miles to go before I sleep"

Liability

Yesterday, a judge decided that people who lost children at Sandy Hook school can sue the gun manufacturer who made the gun the killer used.  To me this opens up all sorts of possibilities.  If a mentally ill person drives his car into a crowd of people, can the car maker then be sued.  Can people who lost loved ones in the twin towers sue Boeing.  Why didn't relatives sue the shipyard that built the Titanic.  Why didn't Dick Chaney's victim sue the shotgun manufacturer.  This  ruling sets a ridiculous precedent.  It overrules common sense.  Last night in the debate illustrated where Hillary Clinton stands on common sense compared to Bernie Sanders.  As Shakespeare wrote in Henry VI, "first thing we do, let's kill all the lawyers."  Such drastic measures are probably not necessary, however like plants growing too close and dense, some culling needs to be done to stop absurd lawsuits.

Bernie vs Hillary

   All the democratic news now is concentrated on the race between Bernie and Hillary for the nomination.  All the polls show Hillary having the black vote all locked up.  I have many encounters with black voters here in Texas and I find this just isn't so.  To a person they all say they will vote for Bernie.

    Yesterday, the driver for the transportation company that took me to see my doctor  compared  the two candidates to football teams.  Hillary stays on the ground and is content to gain a few yards at a time and occasionally score a field goal.  Bernie throws the long ball that results in touchdowns more often than not.  Incidentally, both the driver and my doctor are black, both support Obama and Bernie Sanders.

    As I write this, a note just popped up on my screen that Justice Scalia has died.  That leave the Supreme Court divided at 4 and 4.  Obama gets another pick and republicans will try their best to block anyone he nominates.  The Koch brothers stand ready to buy another Clarence Thomas.  One justice bought and paid for is more than enough.  Everybody knows that Thomas and his wife are nothing but shills for the Koch Tea Party.
     We shall see. 

Women

     These views and statements are strictly my own.   I can't cite any academic studies or authorities to back up my observations.  I've been thinking about women and cops.  Police forces are generally predominately male.  A great many of them are veterans who were taught to kill people without guilt.  A pacifist soldier is not of much use for war in which we were usually engaged until Obama came along and injected some government sanity.  Everybody wonders why so many cops kill black people.  As a pastor once said "our chickens have come home to roost."  And so they have.
     It's my opinion that veterans should never work in the field.  In fact, we should have a police corps  completely composed of non-veteran women.  A woman is capable of doing whatever a man can do as far as dealing with people and keeping the peace.  I personally witnessed a lady cop put a would be assaulter on the ground in handcuffs before he realized his mistake.  All women cops should be continually trained in martial arts.  And their gun is a great equalizer against most other weapons.
      Male police should be relegated to inside station work only, booking prisoners and such.  All work as jailers should be continually monitored by several video cameras covering all areas including rest rooms.  Being in jail negates your right to privacy to insure your protection from jailers or other inmates.  As I said at the outset, just my opinions.
     

Obnoxia

 


     There are some people who by their very nature are obnoxious to most other people.  Among them, I name what I call doorstep evangelists. The opening line is often "have you heard the good news about Jesus?"  I dare say that unless the person is a clone of Helen Keller, they have heard about Jesus.  Too many people have heard, claim to follow Him and don't have the slightest intention of carrying out any of His suggestions. Especially about the poor and money. They feel like all they have to do is be saved and that's enough.  Never admit to not having been saved.  They take that as a sign they need to do it immediately because my soul will be lost were I to drop dead in such a state.  The best defense is to claim Catholicism as your faith.  They give up and leave fast.  For some reason they are afraid Catholics may be struck by lightening bolts from God and they might be hit by accident.
     Right behind the religion freaks are ex-smokers.  At least their rancor is directed toward anyone who emits the faintest odor of a tobacco product.  Their criticism is "I quit why don't or won't you?" conveniently forgetting the numerous times they tried and failed.  They are hypocrites by telling people to just quit like they did.  It is never so easy as they claim.  I smoked for many years and every time the price went up, I tried and failed.  Finally I developed an incurable respiratory disease that would kill me quickly unless I stopped smoking.  When the price was my life. Cigarettes lost.  And even then it wasn't easy.  So I never criticize someone for a smoking habit.    

                       




























































































































































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Chronic

      Chronic is both a noun and an adjective.  The noun is a variety of kick-ass marijuana .  The adjective refers to a condition that is both persistent and progressive like the copd  I cope with.  I've been told I should write about it. My question is why?  First, I don't write documentaries. My interests and thoughts are all focused outward, seldom inward.  A quick look at Google show me that most people have no such reticence.  I notice people writing personal blogs about anything regarding their health and bodies.  They write about anything from cancer to the heartbreak of psoriasis.  From their dandruff to their hemorrhoids to their athletes foot, nothing is off-limits.
     I think concentrating on some infirmity makes it worse.  We are blessed where I live with an ersatz Donald Trump who continually blows his own horn.  The more we pay attention the worse he gets. When we  ignore him he goes away.  A chronic condition won't go away,  but it's  effect is often mitigated.
                                                                                                                                                                                                            

Reason

    Around holidays at the year's end, people run around saying "Jesus is the reason for the season."  Around January when Congress reconvenes, President Lyndon Johnson always cajoled them with "come, let us reason together."  In these modern times it's "now is the season for the reason."
     It's time for the leaders and possible future leaders of this country to use common sense and reason rather than divisive methodology to devise future plans and paths for the country.  This latter course can only lead to stalemate and inertia. Moving backward instead of forward to a brighter vision.  Teachers often the example of water glass filled to the halfway mark.  Depending on a viewers perception and attitude, the glass is either half empty or half full.  A democrat will probably say half full and filling while a republican will say half empty and draining.  Their conflicting views  will be on display this weekend  when party debates are held. Check back Monday